every once in a while

No, i am not okay. I am exhausted. Life is exhausting. Loving people is exhausting. And thinking you've lost someone you love? Well, that's the most exhausting thing of all. And so i've been wondering; who's my heart beating for?

'You've got to risk love. It doesn't mean that you're never going to get hurt but the pain you feel will never compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love.'

the lovely bones

Dear Joshua Jeya, Happy 15 th Birthday! And i know most of the time, i appear like i detest you a lot as i'm always so mean, i just wanna let you know you're truly and dearly my good friend. I remember the first time meeting you, at the musical's audition and we got paired for the lead roles and eventually, we both got the lead roles. It was great fun and joy working with you :) Thank you for trusting me and telling me everything that has been happening in your life, or things i have to know! HAHA and thank you for being such a good ninja partner as i always get to beat you ^^ I thank God for you, Happy birthday J!

I wish i could dissapear

Yipeeeee, life is too short to bother so much about bull shit! I wanna be a happy girl foreverrrrr. Yes i am super high right now, today is a crazy day woooohoooo! Hahaha maybe it's cause i've been hanging out with the craziest bunch of people and today, with an extra addition of Rudiiiii the mad one. Okay, i'll upload the photos soon, hah.

Are you fictional?

Our lives are part of a unique adventure. Nevertheless, most of us think that it is 'normal' and are constantly hunting for something abnormal like angels or martians? But that is just because we don't realize the world is a mystery. I feel completely different, i feel that the world is amazing. I was hunting for some kind of explanation on how everything fit tgt.

miles don't mean anything

I'm blogging in school and life sucks right now. Haha but i'm still surviving! Last night was a horror, maybe only Bernard and Boon kiat will understand. This sucks to the max but it's okay, it's going to be overrrrr soon! (I hope :/) Oh well, all the best to the guys who are taking their first paper nowwwwwwww :D Love all of you.

Yesterday: Started off well, ended off badly.
Today: Started off badly, definitely ending it well!

Safe guards

Okay, school was great i think. I'm learning to enjoy every moment in school, with friends and teachers! I went to Queenstown with Bev, Screamo and Amber! Okay we failed to find the gift and we ended up eating katong laksa, geez. Oh! We coincidentally met Bern and Bk! Zomg, shock of my life but pretty expected. And today is a study day! I'm just stress to the maximum with mathematic tuition and chinese tuition. It sucks but it was fun!! Haha i finally got to see meng yang after 5 months! Met Jeanette for chinese tuition and had a blast during tuition although things turned out bloody embarrassing.

Just my luck

Hehe i'm blogging with my Macbook pro and this seriously rocks ~ I've been rather happy the past few days! Despite the stupid exams approaching, i'm still living life to the fullest. Today is a happy day, everyday is a happy day!

I wish there were no worries in the world~

Heehee it's a happy week! Everything and everyone around me has been making me feel super happy, over the smallest thing! And yes! I'm getting my iTouch in two weeks, life rocks ~ I'm happy studying with Bernard and Boon kiat now, happy happy happy!!

I didn't think, i experimented.

If i had a world of my own, everything will be nonsense. nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. and contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. and what it wouldn't be, it would. you see? Alice in wonderland.

you took my breath away

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heart beat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you're in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her.

This is just a passing feeling

I had a nice and wonderful day. Finally ordered my Macbook pro! I'm watching the Star awards right now and i'm chatting about with Boon kiat. We're like two aunties gossiping about the Singaporean Celebrities, geez. Heehee, lunch with Verena, Damon, Boon kiat, Aloysious and Aric!! Bev came over for a failed study date, urgh.

Neal and i have been crazy the past two days. We've been competing on 'who gets to the verse first' since he's using an iPhone while i'm using a Blackberry. Leila was sharing about getting insulted and i stared at Neal, with sharp eyes hoping he'll feel guilty and he'll just giggle to himself. He was texting bk, aric and moen with my phone and it was crazy ~ Neal rlly made me day!

I feel Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

I had fantastic prata at Jalan kayu after a combined cgm at yck in the afternoon. Wooh, the prata rocksssssssss! Okay i am too tired to blog and moreover, my sis is going to keel me if she finds out im blogging with her net book, geez.