love me like the world is ending

wow, so, my day was pretty amazing. Indeed, God never fails. i guess i'll just take it as a lesson learnt. oh and uhm happy seventh month to my baby boy? :-) this is kind of crazy, seven months of being tgt and more than a year of dating, woo. i'm not sure if i'm suppose to happy, thrilled or neutral, haha. oh man, missed the trip to the rail way station with Mr David and the rest because of last prac, major sadness :-( I WANNA GO OAKHAM MARKET TOMORROW, SOMEONE BRING ME OUT ON A DATE PLEASE

bruisefying

school was great, met up Pia Jacqueline Chandra who's finally back from London!! we went shopping at Ann siang hill, Oakham market is as amazing as usual <3 had tea at Ki ki before going to Cathay. so glad that she's back! missed her so much! dental was as horrible as my evening is. gums were bleeding like mad, had to eat ice cream to numb the pain in my teeth. am so glad that i'm going to take my braces out next week, how exciting.

words can't describe how horrible it feels to know that someone is better than you are, really, it hurts so bad. if getting replaced is what will happen, Singapore must prepare to get flooded with my tears

keep my oceans calm

I miss Jeanette and her bears, so much. today was a really terrible day, horrible, vegetable. started off my day by leaving my wallet at home. tried borrowing a dollar from a stranger and she decided to shout "NO!" and run away. seriously?! took a cab to school and Abby, my life savior came to pay for my cab fare, hahaha! dinner with Bernard at Thomson. dad decided to kick a big fuss out of working at Awfully chocolate and all that shit. obviously ruined my day, annoyed max.

red lips and messy hair

lunch with #leimusos after meeting with Leila, so proud to be serving with an awesome group of ppl. rehearsal was wonderfully productive!!! did recording for One of us and it turned out pretty okay, harmony sounded good :3 cheeken rice for dinner agn with the band . . . sigh! so, Bernard's parents sent me home, thankful. to all the secondary school students who starts school tomorrow, have a great day!! and to my best friend Bryan, Joel and Josh all the best for exams!!

a shiver down my spine

"once you've met someone, you never really forget them" we all meet people for a reason and i guess no matter how much i'll try to forget you, forget our past, forget the memories, i'll still be here. and yet, i don't know why - we got through so much, we were so strong, and now it's almost all gone. all of the laughs we had, all of the tears we cried, the minutes we fell in love. while i replay each and every second over and over in my head, i'll always remind myself that i'm forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me. just one year ago, everything i am right now is nothing like i thought i would have been. Seeing time fly by in the blink of an eye and feeling like nothing ever changes - Feeling like everything has stayed the same through out these days, yet looking back at whr i was around this exact time last year and everything, different. You're everything i could ever wish for.


"Love is a verb. Love is doing, saying, showing. So I don't understand how people think just saying they love someone, is enough" every girl wants to be that girl he's scared to lose, the one that can't walk away from know she's mad at him. The one who he can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears. The one he wouldn't know what to do without. Every, girl. I just wish you would do something for me. At least i'd not feel like a fool for doing everything for you. 

If she's amazing, she won't be easy

If she's easy, she won't be amazing

If she's worth it, you won't give up

If you give up, you're not worth it

beginnings and happy endings

TGIF!!! rehearsal went so well, so productive!! can't wait for selections next Friday, God is good! do come down to Jurong west to support us if you have the time :-) school was great, lunch at Ikea with Bernard and the girls!! the cab stealing part was so epic and so much fun, haha! work tomorrow and Sunday at vivo, whoopiezzzz! goodnight 

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

ME! ME! ME! VEV ONG! ME! i'm going through hell, no not just because of the trip. school's been a horror, my relationship with everybody's been like shit, yes, not only Bernard. btw i miss my boys, and yes, they willingly wanted to take a Hello kitty polaroid with me ~ four of us will be going for The Big Groove finale with VIP tix thanks to my pap <3 sexcited max!

wailing lost souls

sup, one of the worst Thursdays, ever. I WANT TO GO TO THE STATES K i even skip lunch and skip the idea of buying my magazine hoping that few dollars would make a difference to the three thousand dollars. GAH WHY MUST MONEY EVER BE A PROBLEM? seriously, so angst right now