Million excuses

I went to Bishan for a while, before meeting Gabriel and Boon kiat for dinner. Oh right, Gab's leaving for Korea and i gave him a things-to-buy list! Hehehe Big bang vol. 1 and 2 (one for Aric, one for me.. eventually both mine), clothes and food. Gab's buying Girl's generation (SNSD) for nine of his friends incl. Boon kiat haha! Wooo yehhh, Gab is the best cause he's going to buy me everything i wrote on that list which has hell loads of stuff!

I went to meet Audrey and Caroline after dinner, i went shopping to relieve stress. Retail therapy is the best, seriously. Thanks for walking with me till our legs almost break hehe :> Spending a lot of money somehow makes me feel better. Now i'm craving for chee cheong fun, urgh! This sucks, but life is good. Okay, off to pack for tmr! Geez, my bag pack is going to be full.

Trans Memory

I went to meet Aric near his school and I met the two B's. Haha! Finally seeing them after quite a while, wait.. It has only been a week. Feels like a month already!

Hehe I went to Aric's house to catch a movie and finsh up my piano homework C: Took a cab down for piano lesson at Paragon and had dinner with mum and dad at Sushi Tei.

Sorry for blogging so much today, I didn't go to school cause of the Mini-YOG which I feel is a total waste of time.

Lust for life

Would you like you, if you met you?

I wouldn't.

" I'm okay "

Three easiest ways to die:

1) Puff a cigarette daily

- you'll die 10 years early.

2) Drink alcohol daily

- you'll die 30 years early.

3) Love someone who doesn't love you back

- you'll die daily.

there's something about you.

Oh yeh, life is good because i am finally catching up with my two dearest friends, Josh lee and Neal ^^ Argh, i miss them so much! There seem to be so many things to talk about, love them both :) Shaun's telling me about killing his girlfriend while driving, full of nonsense! Dear John, is a great show. But i expected it to be a very sad show, i guess not?

Love to be different

I had one of the greatest day of my life, this wonderful feeling has been gone for at least a few years. Alice in wonderland was really goooooood, i watched Be human yesterday. Two movies in two days with the same person, crazy but awesome. I'm starting to love and live life to the fullest, haha!

Heavy loaded

Is the Nikon D5000 sexy or what? Mum and dad, i love you.

행복한 14 번째 생일 !

Hehe C: Happy Birthday Sissy ng, thank you for being my friend. I had a great time at your party today, indeed brings back some memories cause it was held at your previous house. Hahaha I love you truck loads, Happy birthday baby girl!

fish

Dear B, I miss you so much. Usually, you would be the one who starts cracking the jokes but right now, during lunch time I feel so weird. I have no idea what happened and I'm starting to realize I'm losing another friend. It has only been a week since you took a break but we're like a year apart, I miss you too much.

Forever = bull shit.

I’m a person that has high highs and low lows. A lot of things make me sad.
Sometimes it’s almost easier to be sad. But you do end up finding a balance and
I think that as I get older I am learning what I can do for myself to make me
happy.

-Mary kate Olsen

It's easy to get lost. We can be mentally lost, globally lost, lost socially, lost in our work, lost in our lives, and lost in love. We lose our heads, lose our minds, lose our patience, lose our innocence, lose our marbles and even lose our hearts and souls. But what is found, really? What are the answers that we all look for in our lives?

Sometimes, i can feel my heart breaking.

Dash of innocence

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE :> Jean is so killing me for that picture, but is it chio or what? I'm so sorry for the extreme 'lameness' but Career fair was awful, we were just playing Big bang vol. 2 continuosly to ourself in the control room! Media was also another singing sensation, we kept singing to ourself while i swing myself from right to left. AHA, Marble slab with Jean after such a long time! Wheeeee miss it truck loads. I met aunt to collect my polaroid, finally!

(2) any one

Gayan chukelata chukepom Bryan lim push cart did very well at his concert today, i am very proud of him! He conducted a few songs, awesome pawsome. Haha the encore song was: Smoke on the water which really blew me away! I really enjoyed the concert, had a goooooood time ;)

Special thanks: Malcolm, Kenneth, Chorbeng, Seraphina, Andrea, Shermaine and Zachary for coming!

I M A G I N E

Hi Bom Bom, it's your concert tmr and you are super stress out by the ticket sales. I am so proud of you! Being band major of Catholic High's symphonic band, conducting the concert and being the best friend i could ever find! I'm sure you'll do well. Love you chukepom pushcart!

To die for

School was a total bore as usual and dad pin me from China, asking me how's school and stuff. I told him it sucked and mid-year starts in 5 weeks! Dad told me that even though school is boring, everyone has to go through it and he asked me to change my mind set and focus on doing well in everything and i will have my break through. "Dad will keep you in my prayers daily, please start to prepare for your mid-year and i believe you will do well! Love, Dad."

Mum became nicer too, she just apologized on not being able to accompany for the concert. I said it was fine but somehow, deep inside my heart i was quite sad, no idea why? Last afternoon, she pin me. To my 'horror' she said she wants to buy me my camera and asked me which one i wanted. Is it me or sometimes i'm just taking parents for granted? The love and care they show for me is priceless. I love them, very much!

She howls

How to love :
Take chances. “Will you go out with me?”
Show her you love her.
Give gifts.
Say “I love you” but only if you mean it.
Constantly (lovingly) surprises her.
Be sweet and caring.
Grow old together.

Inked (?)

Lunch with Fiona, Aric, Boon kiat and Nic was goooooood. Shopping with (ahem) today, crazy around 313 somerset! Once again, shopping centres to shopping centres again. Coincidentally met some people and we had to run away, funny! Love days like this, looking forward to meeting the clique tmr. Benji won his Water polo match, Boon kiat won his Hockey match hehe super proud of them! And on the positive note, Benji's getting his Vans tmrrrrr!

All i have to say

Dear Josh, please don't be to upset over the Hockey match. I still love you, in fact im very depress over the fact that we drifted so much due to various issues. You use to be a person who knows every single part of my life, but now.. we both know nothing. I doubt you'll ever see this post but, i miss you so much :/

Dear B('s), please don't leave us. The thought of it really makes me want to tear, because the group of us have gone through so much and now to end things like that, it's heart wrenching. We've plan so much, even for the future and now all this kind of bull shit crops up. From a united team to failures.

Dear Jyan, i'm sorry your mum has to go back to Dubai. I know you're really upset over it but as i read your blog, i somehow feel for you. Our family is always here for you, with two open arms. I love you so much cousin, growing up with you is a joy, really miss you.

Dear A, i was just reading this simple note you gave me last year. It's just a note i forced you to write. While packing, i found neoprints we took in Primary 6, i was laughing over how stupid we all look. I miss you, but there's nothing much i can do.

Dear twofuimiss, im pretending to get mad at everything the two of you do. From insulting me, to being sacarstic and backstabbing. The truth is i want things to go back to normal, although it doesnt appear so. I had this major plan of changing myself for the two of you, to make sure you two realize i changed, but freak myself. I feel damm dumb! Wth, it's been two months since i last gave both of you one tight hug.

Dear Aric, thanks for standing by my side through the up's and the down's. Thanks for being so faithful, ily truck loads. Im happiest when im with you, cheers cheers xx.

That's all i have to say, to all my troubles and problems.

mad living

Omfg my phone almost got confiscated for a month by my dearest chinese teacher, lkk. If I were really have my phone confiscated for a month, you'll see me in my grave the next day! Hahaha that's quoted by Jiayu.

Peace, with love.

We were in a extravagant pent house with an amazing city view. When i entered the house, you gave me a wide smile and i never felt so happy in my life. I was wearing a dress while you wore a T-shirt with casual jeans. We played around the rooms, held hands and gave each other a tight hug. When the day was coming to an end, we saw beautiful stars in the sky and you asked me if i would like to dance. Suprisingly, i said okay and we started dancing. I leaned my head on your shoulder and i felt so blessed, but then i woke up and realized that everything that just happened was a dream yet it felt so real.

Fluorescent

Today was a good day spend with Jun han, Aric, Boon kiat and yes, going for cg as well. Dinner @ Newton Circus (hehe my fav :>) was simply awesome too! But overall, i detest today. Haha i have no idea why, maybe it's cause of my stupid screwed up mood.