there is a light that never goes out

ok i don't know why but the new blogger updater is screwed up and it's as screwed up as my life. i was telling myself i'm not going to get in to trouble throughout this examination period and once again, i landed myself in to deep shit because of my carelessness. i'm not sure how screwed i am but all i know is i'm screwed. school was bad lah, don't bother elaborating. drama lessons were bla bla bla and tuition was  bleh bleh bleh. i have no idea what i'm blogging, i'm just feeling sad now so bare with me. i met bernard for a while and thank you for walking me to chancery :) i'm glad the party bryan, mark and i organized turned out well. yay us goodnight bye bye time to sleep forever and never wake up

if not now, then when?

that's amber's art of me when i cried out loud "SCREW DRAMA" on top of the teachers' table and laura's the asian rapper, asian's eminem! and that's laura's art of amber's dream figure and rihanna look busty and hot. school was hell good! i stayed back to study with amber and andrea, wooh pretty intensive. i had dental again, really exhausting to travel so much. i changed at least 7 buses/lines/mrts today and i'm so tired. at least i made new friends around my estate today, three guys and they claimed that they're going to be body guards from today onwards. really funny people, haha C: oh i saw my primary school mate, ryan, today. cool.

I no longer wish to understand

check bev and i out, we were modeling for may's dolly dress haha maxi much? ok school was boring, drama was productive. bernard came to pick me from school and we went to vivo city for dinner. i'm proud to be the first person to see bernard without braces on, i think he looks great. i'm so exhausted, i'm going to sleep at 9:30 pm for real!!

we cannot deny how we feel inside

crazy photo booth session with the drama girls backstage before entering my scene + bernard on our long bus ride.

we can't be sad forever

it's sunday but it didn't ended well cuz i dreaded family dinner so badly, i only went because dad's leaving for UK tonight. but well, i had a good time teaching my grandmother how to play angry bird haha! i had dessert at haagen daz but the fondue chocolate landed on my hair and that is disgusting, thank you. church in the morning and lunch at ikea tampines in the afternoon :) i went to bff's house before mum came over to pick me. by the way, any feedback on the 10 day challenge? :> i'm in the mood in answering questions, formspring me :)

10 day challenge

day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

day two: nine things about yourself

day three: eight ways to win your heart

day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot

day five: six things you wish you'd never done

day six: five people who mean a lot

day seven: four turn offs

day eight: three turn ons

day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now

day ten: one confession

Day 10:

uh, no confessions.

be the one that saves me

we had farewell dinner with pia today so sad that she's going to leave in two days :( this few months past so quickly, that is very bad! paul + alastiar is a freaking big joke, can't stand them!!!! they called me a T-rex throughout dinner, pissing off but hilarious. yep school today was great and stuff productive four hours of intensive drama! lunch at the secret hideout, which was pretty much undigested. bernard and i went to watch love cuts, saddening show. cell group was awesome. it's sunday tomorrow woohoo.

10 day challenge

day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

day two: nine things about yourself

day three: eight ways to win your heart

day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot

day five: six things you wish you'd never done

day six: five people who mean a lot

day seven: four turn offs

day eight: three turn ons

day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now

day ten: one confession

Day 9:

C: and :>

my two fav emoticons he he he i'm feeling very happy lately. happygirl101.com! But I'm kind of missing dad, havent seen him for a while though he's in town this month. Sadly, he'll be leaving for the UK on sunday. miss you daddy :(

a wish is a waste without the effort

yessssssss it's friday! it's a happy friday! i love fridays. ok school was good. i had to stay back for committee meeting, met bernard to study :) i was doing my math and it was very productive until . . . "i feel like swimming" oh gosh we really went swimming! boon kiat came over to meet us! we had dinner, miss this company to the maximum! thanks for the pleasant night guys! looking forward to spend more time with the both of you! :D

10 day challenge

day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

day two: nine things about yourself

day three: eight ways to win your heart

day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot

day five: six things you wish you'd never done

day six: five people who mean a lot

day seven: four turn offs

day eight: three turn ons

day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now

day ten: one confession

Day 8:

1) unexpected and surprising people

2) long bus rides

3) bernard ng ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

you're so very pretty

today is incredibly bad but i'm going to take things on a positive note. how am i suppose to describe my miserable day? well you know in life there will be some certain days where troubles seems to pile up and in your mind you'll keep chanting "screw today screw today screw today" ? well, today is that day for me. i'm going through what damon is going through, we're in the same boat and we're going to row hard to reach what we want and maybe, jump off the cliff together.

ok enough of bullshit since i'm allergic to it, today was g r e a t, as usual. i was being a nervous wreck but who the hell cares. yep, artsy fartsy pictures taken for ambz's art. drama lessons were productive, surprisingly. i can't wait to get it settled since drama exam is 11 days away, i'm counting down. i met bernard for lunch/dinner at far east, attempted to look for my clothes but i'm a fail whale x 100. i went for piano lesson and oh, have i mentioned that i passed grade 1 and i'm officially grade 2? heh heh heh i need to keep on keeping on.