keep chasing pavements

Wednesday, jamming session oh yessssss but sadly i was feeling weak and sick, productive and fun jamming with the boys!! i had "lunch" with them at Farrer park before heading to our fav studio, Chapter 6. after three hours of awesome fun, went to Big eater to "eat" and rehearsal. hmm productive rehearsal: two days to productions OMG Lord give me strength.

take a chance and don't ever look back

no Monday blues for me and no ranting "I hate Mondays" for me, at least, for today although i woke up with tears in my eyes because of a terrible nightmare, really scary :'( yayers picnic with Bernard turned out well with good weather haw haw but in ended off badly because we were being scarily followed. you have no idea how afraid we were, we ran from the National museum to Dhoby and it was so traumatizing seeing the man asking the security asking for two people, an experience we'll nvr forget. we went shopping, again and it was more productive than ever!! spend over fifty dollars on stationary at Kinokuniya and we've spend over two hundred dollars the past two days, more happy than ever!!! met mother and aunt Karen for late dinner at a random Jap restaurant. Good Monday, can't wait for jamming with the boys tomorrow!!

we're all fragile broken things

candle light Sunday with a little bit of forgiveness and love, perfect. yup rehearsal was about closing up the spare gaps and it was so stressful i almost burst, but i told myself "I just need to b r e a t h e" most definitely felt much better after meeting Bernard, but we had to be baby sitters till we reached Orchard. we went to meet our aunt to drop Emiko off before starting our Christmas shopping spree, extremely productive, satisfied !! met the family, bought christmas presents for the kids and i'm so stoked for Christmas !!! thank you Jesus, can't wait for date day with my boy tomorrow haw haw

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Shut the stitches

it's a really busy and unproductive Saturday, what a pity! spend the morning with mum, met B for some major fail-shopping for Christmas, this is harder than it seems, gah!!! we had afternoon tea and met our fav bud, Rudi to have dinner :-) Aric came to meet us for a while and afterwards, we went school book shopping at Popular. hmm pretty crazy with my blistered leg, embarrassingly almost-falling over textbooks, stealing trolleys, filling in lucky draw slips with the hope to win $10,000 and two amazing boys. what a drama ~ can't wait to head to the zoo nxt week!! took the train with Rudi, had rehearsal till late and went to the hospital to visit mum and dad's friend. i'm really happy that father is back in town, hugged him super tightly when he came to watch the rehearsal. miss my dad x 900000 !

Her fear was replaced with delight and with awe

what a lovely Friday TGIF, headed back to school in the late morning to collect my IC oh yeah feel hell yes more matured. met Aric and Gabriel for lunch at Potong pasir and screamo was freaking forcing me to go to City hall when i could have gone there with a direct bus from school instead of traveling all the way from school to TPY to Potong pasir geez and there was practically nothing much to eat T_T good talk with Gabe throughout lunch, mrt ride, long walk and the match. the boys did great in the tournament, always proud of them! sadly, poor Rudi was sick :'( dinner plan failed but nonetheless, Bernard and i had dinner at Newton circus yummylization nom nom! spend the night facing a magnificent view, screaming over a freaking cockroach, piggy bags, catching the fireworks, being cautious of random strangers in case we do over-crazy stuff and missing buses. IT'S A FANTASTIC FRIDAY OH YEAH! uhm but right now mum is pissing me off with her stupid bubble game she's been addicted to on the iPad, it goes "pop" "pop" "pop" every 1.3 second . . .

sitting wishing waiting

it's Thursdayyyyy oh no wait it's Friday already!!! FRIDAY YAY TGIF. just returned home from rehearsal, exhausting and stressed out by the pressure, Christmas is nearing!!!!! feeling happy with my day though my breakfast plans with Aric didn't work out cuz i was just too sleepy, hopefully it'll work out later huu huu ^.~ on the bright side, my loving boyfriend made the effort to travel all the way down to my house to take a morning nap with me he he so sweet of him, we had lunch and spend some time (really) talking through out our long journey along the purple line, finally some lonely time with him, feels great! met Dexter for shopping, contented :-) met his two awkward friends, Dylan and Jia min (?) yup rushed dinner and had piano lesson and rushed for rehearsal. so happy x1000 to see Zac!!!! he came to look for me, just had a funny conference call with him and chuan buddy! Bff is leaving for Hong kong in a few hours, going to miss him tons!!!! btw i feel a bit sick, this is terrible . . .

hearts in bliss

Wednesday, boring zzzz life is like down hill now. the boys are having a mini 3-day tournament, gah no entertainment. . .  met Beverly, went to watch their match. all of them played so well, proud of them :-) hung around with Sung, Rudi, Jem and Linesh before B and i left for Jurong. dinner with him and Zachary, late for rehearsal, got in to terrible trouble with Director M and Producer E grrrrrrr stressful rehearsal, they want my life. B's parents sent me home, thankful!!!

I left a big space for you in my heart

huu huu started my lovely day with breakfast, most important meal of the day with Aric at Kallang homely Macs, love their breakfast. oh and yes, our fav pig in the world, Dexter, woke up late and failed to join us for breakfast again, nice. math was productive yum yum, ha ha met Sissy for a while and met Zachary for lunch!! caught Skyline with tgt with his mom and i wouldn't say i love the movie, it's just all about survival and we were all expecting a happier ending but . . . i guess not, shall not spoil the movie for you guys! I can't wait to watch Tron!!!!! long bus ride with Zac, one and a half hour and satisfying meal at our fav Big eater's before rehearsal!!

you are of infinite worth

I love my boyf and although most of time he's so over protective over me, deep down in my heart, i know it's good for me. Just lying by the sea side, listening to his heart beat, brushing his hair, looking in to his beautiful eyes and just feeling his amazing presence.

It's boring Monday, but any day with B is a great day! sigh Rudi that pang sai kia pang seh us, very good uh. lunch with Gugan and Bernard :-) mmmm yum yum Sissy came to meet us. lepak around and went to the view side with B. life is great, can't wait for tomorrow!

if i built you a city

merry christmas!!!!! yup had an early christmas dinner with Ambz, Nut, B @ Andro's house!! we had a really crazy time exchanging christmas gifts and i was forced to open all the gifts today just cuz Ambz is leaving for China soon ~ anyway had a productive rehearsal, was rushing from expo to changi, changi to expo, expo to paya lebar, paya lebar to farrer park, farrer park to Andro's woah bought tons of grocery! had a really good day, looking forward to tomorrow although i'm scared that my dentist would kill me cuz i haven't been wearing my bands and night gear :/