Chemistry effect

I guess it's midnight already. I'm shagged to the maximum thus, don't expect me to tell you how bad the performance went! Fine, it wasn't that bad. It was actually quite okay, but could be better. I felt really guilty, i know i could do better. I had this really weird emotional (because of guilt and not for joy) breakdown in front of the whole band while proposing my Thank you and sorry for not bringing the cards i made speech :/ Everyone went: Vev, you did so well! But did i? Merv gave me a lecture on how much i pressure myself to do well and that isn't very good. On the positive note, the hosting went (almost) perfectly smooth ;)

The band had 'supper' with Merv our wonderful Music Director, ha. Popeyes, ew. Cheer up Vev, do better next time.