Its been long since i cried and i hate crying over things that hurts me so badly. Most of the time, i would wonder to myself. Am i good enough to be his/her friend? When things turn out fine, i would secretly smile to myself and feel extremely pleased. But when things turn bad, i cry. I love to cry, you just don't know. This clique, this bullshit. I've been thinking about it for months and since we're not doing anything about it, i thought i shall put this on hold for the moment. There was nothing i could do anyway. I don't know why i'm so affected by this but i know you guys mean the world to me. I miss you guys so much, words can't describle this feel because this friendship is important but right now, i know nothing will change any of your minds. Fuck my life, even eating mangoes can be so hard right now.
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