open your eyes, you're alive

Somedays, i get such a sick feeling. Everything about life seems so empty, so meaningless. Each minute holds something familiar, something i saw yesterday and the days before. Every second seems to drag on, and my heart feels so lonely. I feel so bored with my life and everything in it. And then other days, everything feels so damm great. The sky sings pretty songs of love and i can't stop smiling. Everything i encounter gives me the same feeling of the warm sun on your skin after you've been so cold so many moths. I have hope and everything is bright and new and so, so lovely. The only difference between these days is a few hours of sleepless nights and dreams of how i wish my life could be.

I wish you could come back to pick up the pieces.