For Forever

I thought today might be so much better and no, it's not because Singapore flyer wasn't fun enough. It's not because we couldn't get our own cabin so that i could scream, shout, jump and get high that i'm unhappy about. It's also not about how bad rehearsal turned out because my parents almost ruined my night. Neither is it about my losing the photographs which i seriously don't know where the hell i placed it at. But it is about doing what i'm doing. I would really question myself, who am i doing this for? why must i even do everything? I get so pissed every night, without fail worrying about little things which builds up to something extremely huge like a mountain. I need to calm down right now. Everything is going to be fine.