abnormally beautiful

hello my poor camera, taeyang is sick and i lost his lens cover. i dropped him and his lens cracked. should i bring taeyang to the doctor? i need to buy him a new cover + rubber eye piece and i have no idea why i'm feeling so sad and irritated now :( poor baby camera, he needs a lot of rest and i'm going to give him a thorough cleaning now, goodnight. pls pls pls God, may taeyang recover soon. i'm sorry i don't take good care of you but i really love you :'(

Not a million fights could make me hate you

oh it's a wonderful day, teacher's day was fantastic, our class did a great job! the performance went smoothly, and yes, i surprisingly is those geeky nerds that love my teachers (take tengster as an exception, please?) and volunteers to sing for teachers' day, put in effort to bake for my teachers. great job 3/9, loving you guys truckloads ~ as much as i hate seoul garden, i had seoul garden for lunch with amber, andrea and bernard. yucks to fishballs, beef and the rest of the other boring ingredients, the company was good, that's all. andrea was being a fool as usual, haha what a joke. yipeeee yay bernard and i went swimming @ somerset after lunch, surprisingly i wasn't sinking in the pool HAH we spent almost two hours at M1 fixing my damm blackberry and it was definitely worth becuz i had a 1 for 1 trade, brand new blackberry for the second time this year ftw. dad came over to look for us at paragon, great night. thanks for the flowers bernard, truly surprised and touched. i can't wait for tomorrow, loving wednesdays, moreover, non-school day on a wednesday + great grandmother's birthday! xx

it's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen

Hello it's monday and i cried a lot. i cried simply because my camera dropped on the floor from a chair and my camera lens dented a little, hurts and i don't want to bring it to the doctor :/ school was as usual, great, rehearsal went well. we'll do well tmr! frigging excited shizzles

mum sent me a text last mid night, really touched: dear vevien, thank you for buying the balloons and for being a daughter that my friends praised for your politeness, kind thoughts and good heart. thank God for giving you to us, love you.

dinner with mum and dad at home, cold noodles + kimchi dumplings + japanese cucumbers omg life is awesomely good!

we'll be ok

You know how i know, i'm in love with you? because every morning when i wake up, the first thing i want to see is your face. Love is love, even when you're not supposed to be together. what's better than love? the kind of love that runs hot and cold because everyday you see that person in a new way. it's the kind of love that you know will hurt you in the end but you still want it. I think i've explored every inch of you and marked it mine. we will whisper of how we love each other and how we would be tgt. falling asleep in each other's arms and we have what some people never find at all. we screamed and scratch and love each other like it's our last chance, like we would nvr let go. when i am alone, you were my shadow. when i cry, you were my shoulder. when i need to be happy, you were my smile. every single day i spend with you, i fall in love even more. it's like i find something else to love about you everyday. the way you laugh, they way you sneeze and even the way you blink. an adventure in to your soul, loving it. All i ever think about is how much i love talking to you, how good you look when you smile. i day dream about you, replaying pieces of our conversations, laughing at funny things you said or did. i catch myself smiling at what i imagine and i know one thing for sure, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Freedom is not Free

it's only half my day gone though it's evening already, church was great as usual. bernard and i went for quick lunch at our secret chicken rice store before meeting amber. amber and i went to vivo city to do grocery + baking shopping for teachers' day, vans that elox finally came. took the shuttle bus to meet miranda at sentosa cove, baking was messy, mm. yes, a few pictures of my new home as requested, though it's not very ready yet since some furnitures are still on it's way ... off to meet bernard at vivo city for dinner + shopping now. after, i have to rush back for mum's party! chao ~

you are not perfect, and that is perfectly fine

dad made breakfazz for me this morning and it rocks because dad's a great chef in disguise. i went to school to meet miranda, jewell, bev, amanda and may si for drama ah it's a killer but it was a good practice! i met my burberry partner for lunch, korean food always makes me happy :> i'm sorry moen, felt so bad ditching you, haha but i like it that way. i met amber at united square to watch her eat pontian and i was so fascinated by the high elements within the shopping centre!!! we went for tuition and had to change many buses which was pissing off cause the weather was crazily mad! bernard came to queenstown after his match and we went to support the band competition @ love the world! proud of my best friend who put in so much effort, proud of nat, proud of jin yi and proud of weide! their effort paid off, victory was theirs. it was a great night, feeling good.