it's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen

Hello it's monday and i cried a lot. i cried simply because my camera dropped on the floor from a chair and my camera lens dented a little, hurts and i don't want to bring it to the doctor :/ school was as usual, great, rehearsal went well. we'll do well tmr! frigging excited shizzles

mum sent me a text last mid night, really touched: dear vevien, thank you for buying the balloons and for being a daughter that my friends praised for your politeness, kind thoughts and good heart. thank God for giving you to us, love you.

dinner with mum and dad at home, cold noodles + kimchi dumplings + japanese cucumbers omg life is awesomely good!