6.8.10

chase the memories

oh boy, i'm running a fever on a friday night, probably because i had too much fun today, my body can't take it. i'm not feeling too good, not just physically. things have been running through my mind these days, going through all this shit, it seriously just sucks. maybe it's my fault, maybe it's just me who caused everything. i deserve all this crap and i'm not sure if it's going to be worth it. just losing a friend who actually means so much, who will always be there for me whenever i need him. i had tears rolling down my hot cheeks. i literally struggled walking home and i wish someone was there to help me.

the afternoon was great, spend time with the guys. our picnic + kite flying plans got postponed, we decided to have lunch and catch a movie but guess what? the movie timings were just out of the way and in the end, we decided to watch my sister's keeper at e2max, freaking awesome and enjoyable. Damon and i were crazy, running to the toilet, freeeeezing. i literally turned purple and he couldn't turn purple cause he's too black. dinner at wisma, fantastic time :) okay my temperature just went up, i need to sleep, goodnight, i really miss you.

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