self conscious

it's a screwed up saturday, feeling so screwed up in every possible way i can think of. at least, at least, at least, i went to see david choi again @ bay beats. anyway i was dreading drama lessons back in school today, uh it obviously sucks to go back to school on a saturday morning. i thought i was late but i ended up being an hour early, i felt like ... wtf. i rushed home, but you know, i came to realize sentosa is extremely far? i met bernard and we finally bought the stuff, rushed to botanical gardens to celebrate benji's birthday! i'm glad he's a happy boy :> i went off to meet amber, i got lost, walked till legs turned jelly. headed to city hall to meet vans, jasmine and kia nicole. mia, pia, ian and kat was there too, haha! went to dhoby for dinner, vans the crazy elox was on the loose. i was burning up, i had no idea why, haha they said i was blushing but i was literally burning, my whole face was hot.hot.hot.