you wouldn't know love if it crushed you in your chest

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it's one of the worst wednesdays of my life, it still scares me to think of it. crying and screaming in the middle of the canteen while queueing for my fav YTF is one thing i really regretted but hello, i was paranoid. amber thought i was kidding hahaha no. cip was better than expected, still rather sad thinking about my three homies :( they're the funniest elderly alive, really miss them! dinner with dory, vans and dan @ Holland, Everything with friessssssssssssssss!

oh gosh damon text me today to tell me something very important and bad. hahaha i was waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and he told me: "short people have a higher risk of heart disease. women under 153 cm are 3 times more likely to have heart disease which is a 5% chance" (uh he definitely made my day a lot better joker!)