day two: nine things about yourself
day three: eight ways to win your heart
day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot
day five: six things you wish you'd never done
day six: five people who mean a lot
day seven: four turn offs
day eight: three turn ons
day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now
day ten: one confession
Day 1:
1) you're such a ugly whore, i can't stand the sight of you and your looks. the way you dress, the way you act, the way you speak, the way you type, the way your put your hair, the way you smile, the way you pose, the way you write, the way you blink and practically every detail of you disgust me. you look worse than a beast and from your own act of sluttishness i just want to let you know that you're highly detested.
2) i have never regretted anything that has got to do with you, through the sad and happy times, you were always there. ever since everything begin, you were there, you were the only one there and even though right now, things are different, i still love and cherish you deeply. thank you for sticking by me through thick and thin and even till today, you're still always standing by me, encouraging me, thank you.
3) i'm sorry, i'm sorry for making you feel this way all the time but i can't help it. i can put myself in your shoes, i wouldn't like it and i don't understand how you can stand by me all the time. i'm so petty with everything, how do you ever do it? i'll probably leave myself in a luge if i were you, it's amazing how you do it and if leaving my life would actually make your life better, go ahead and walk out right now but pls tell me before leaving.
4) i miss you so much and there's nothing i can do about it, you're the best thing alive and because of certain things we have to drift apart. every single day, i think of you. i'm so glad you called last night but... it didn't made a difference. i don't like it when you can talk to someone for so long when you call me the best, you can never imagine how much you mean to me.
5) i was going to text you last night, the whole text was typed out but just before i could sent it, i fell asleep. i was going to tell you how much i miss you and your goodnight text messages to me before i enter wonderland. right now, it's another girl experiencing my happiness i once had and deserved. i was going to tell you that this text wouldn't matter and you could ignore it but deep down inside, i am also secretly waiting for something to happen, just like you.
6) i know you've been stress lately, haven't seen you for the past four days though we're living in this same household. thank you for being the provider of this family but i miss you. i miss how you'll take me out for breakfast, lunch or dinner and talk to me about how ugly this guy looks. i get upset when you break promises of taking me out for movies once you come back from business trips. i don't like it when you tell me you miss me too but when you come home, you act like i don't exist and just go to bed. you make me hate you when you vent your anger on me just because you're stress and there's nothing i can do.
7) the both of you are the most annoying virtual brats ever, can't stand it when i read twitter or facebook, gross me out. looking at your photographs makes my hair stand, it's too obscene for me, i'm sorry. stop sucking up wtf you're both extremely disgusting. what a turn off.
8) i miss you guys so much this feeling can never be described, i hope the awkwardness doesn't last forever. i hope you're all doing well, i just want you guys to know that i'm always here no matter what happens.
9) please stop screaming, shouting and bossing me around cuz i'm the eldest and i need some respect. the both of you, i beg that you'll be more matured and stop being so spoilt. stop crying over the smallest things. sleeping in the same bed room as you is terrible, it's a torture so please spare me thank you
10) though we're still good friends, i miss the old times x2
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