sometimes late at night i think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven't been and all the things yet to be. i wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if i will ever truly understand anything and if there's really anything to understand at all. i'm someone who get stuck in moments. i never want to regret this because love is nothing easy, it is not cheap, it is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes expensive and painful. i'm going to say that it's still worth it, that love is real and possible. there are things worth fighting for, and love is at the top of the list. it's funny how one day you feel you'll never be able to live your life without him, and then the next day you're doing exactly the that. i'm going to let people who aren't worth it, get to me. telling myself to focus on people who love and accept me who i am, and shower them with the love and concern that they deserve. well i guess you were one of those people who were suppose to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, and then walk away. you're not sure that you love me, but you're not sure enough to let me go. it's not fair to keep me hanging around in the in-between, you said you don't want to hurt me but you already have. i'm scared of this feeling and i don't want to get mad anymore. i just have to learn to expect the lowest from the people i thought the highest of.
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