you were born because you are going to be important to someone

finally, the big day has arrived. i am finally over and done with drama taking theory as an exception, grr. i would say we did a fairly good job. thank you - amber, andrea, laura, grace, vans, dorothy, danielle, nicole, durga, serene, jeanette, isabel, anita and so many more's support, help and encouragement. your applauses and laughter truly helped all of us feel better! and those who were virtually there for me as well, thanks truck loads :) ok time to focus on MT which starts on thursday and SS + ENG on friday ah going mad. i met boon kiat for a fruit party hahaha stop calling me the king of the jungle pls? thank you, and pls save fruits for the poor people in africa cuz they're all dying of hunger, we're going to fedex our left over fruits soon :)

don't leave me all alone because when i'm alone, my imagination runs wild. it runs terribly wild and i can't seem to control it. i had the worse sleep of my life last night. i was just trying to sleep all my problems way but i can't because my thoughts are keeping me awake. when i finally fall asleep, it wasn't too good either. i woke up with shock and fear constantly at every hour, with tears in my eyes, hoping that this is only a nightmare but it turned out to be reality. i wish i could sleep forever, i never want to wake up. two to three years may sound cool but no, things change, people change and it's going to be scary because this is life. i am scared, at every second, i am scared. our time together is just never quite enough and there might come a day when i won't think, miss or wonder about you anymore, and i hope that this day never ever comes. i just came to realize that in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become. waiting for you seems a life time, but i'll keep waiting cause i know it'll be worth it.