You can't fight the tears that ain't coming

when you love someone, it will always stay there. i have to believe that even though we go our separate ways these two years, we still will be connected by this bond, forever. i'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but i know it's a true thing. i know that no matter where you go or who it's with, we will always be connected. and when we glance through our memories, we know that it's real and it was why we're who we are now. it's terribly difficult to find someone who completely loves you for the person whom you are. most of the time, i make ridiculous demands and expect you to change the little bits of yourself to cater my wishes. thank you for loving the good, the bad, the disgusting, the weird bits and pieces of me - falling asleep on the phone, being klutzy, the pms-y moments. you're someone worth keeping for the rest of my life. thank you for falling in love with me, falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. you fell in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my hopes and dreams,  how i'm a hopeless romantic at heart and my imperfections. i loved everything about you, the way your eyes smile when i'm with you, the way you'll text me in the morning just to tell me that you hope i'll have a great day. when you are occasionally humorous and provoke the things i say. i love you, will never forget you, come what may happen in the near future. two years, two years will past and everything will be imperfectly perfect for the both of us, i love you so much, bernard.