Just keep your head above

Hi there, i'm now at B's mum's place. I'm terribly excited for my count down plans with my amazing bunch of friends tonight, woo hoo!! hmm i was just thinking if i should start a new blog: new link and new posts, or if i should just continue to blog in Blewgoodbyes. i mean since 2011 is approaching and i created this blog in 2010, hmmm should i? Formspring me and tell me what you think!!!!

Even miracles take a little time

Wow it's Thanksgiving today, feel so blessed and love by this amazing bunch of Leilites, God is indeed good, all the time. shall upload the singing video with Sherman in the next post, nights!

These big city dreams are what you're about

i'm not sure how to describe my day, started off badly, ended off badly as well but it isn't a bad day after all, celebrated Joan's birthday!! Happy 15 th ice cream bud!! woo hoo Aric's back from Melaka!!!

here comes the feeling you'd thought you forgotten

twenty nine December twenty ten, hmm it's been one month already? wow Happy first month dearest Bernard, i shall not be cliche and type out how much i love you because words aren't enough. but thank you for being the most amazing boyf and you are irreplaceable. after all we've been through, i'm just grateful you're still here. during every quarrel or cold war, we'll still end up laughing at each other with an inside joke.

loving me for who i am, telling me i look beautiful when i look like crap, cuddling me when i feel cold, kissing me on my forehead, lying in bed for hours talking, holding hands whenever we get the chance, falling asleep in your arms, afternoon naps, having you give me your jacket so that i'll be snug every night, calling me for no apparent reason when you're bored or just to see what i'm up to, flipping my hair away from my neck just to see my "i want to box you" reaction, looking in to my eyes and feeling like it's paradise, rubbing your nose against mine, the strong sense of security you give me when i stand beside you, arguing over who loves who more, knowing you would be willing to do anything for me, running away from one another and see who gets caught first, always eating, feel the breeze blow in to our faces as we lay by the sea side, having you worry about me in a sweet, adorable and good way, buying me stuff you know i'm craving for, long bus journeys, swimming, piggy backs because i'm tired, long goodnight text messages, knowing that i can talk to you about anything under the sun and you would listen, the moments where you'd tell me i mean the world to you, twenty six september, spending almost everyday with you, buying macaroons for my friends, quiet saturday afternoons, counting down to see each other, calling each other when we're overseas and bursting our bills, the random calling at five am in the morning, knowing that you are mine and no other girl can have you, never getting angry when i PMS or shout at you, singing on the bicycle, falling asleep on the phone, getting in to more trouble, secret peck on the cheeks in the car, being in your arms, hugging me tightly and never wanting to let go when i cry, being on the phone for four hours, laughing crazily at one another, running away from earth worms, naming our kids, random singing and planning our marriage.

Most of all, knowing that you love me and that i love you. 

Happy first month B!

We will all be the Greatest

Sunday is delicious day!!!! i don't make any sense but i like it when i don't make sense ^.^ B came over to my house ytd afternoon, met Rudi our bud and roamed around like zombies since it was raining and we couldn't go anywhere and then Bernard's parents came to pick us for dinner at Lai huat's yessssss crabs and cray fish with them always makes me happy like 101 grrrrr what a great time, met them again today after doing nails with Joan and Sissy haw haw met Rudi at Ion, went to Vivo and they sent me home wa lao why they so good ah?

noise and kisses

Merry Christmas folks, today marks the end of the production and i feel sad yet happy. Thank you Leila, Liyun, Sissy, Min ying, Beverly, Nicole, Jessamine, Neal, Gabriel, Jicai and Bernard for coming down to support!! and everybody who Twit or text me to wish me all the best, really grateful.

B is now at my house, going to spend some time with him :> went for lunch with Leila and the rest @ Yummy noodlez + lepak at Coffee bean with the boys and Min ying + rehearsal for audition which got cancelled and then service yayers. last performance and i'm thankful!!!! bye!

People will let you down

so tomorrow's the day i've been rehearsing for the past month, all the hard work, late nights, early mornings, tomorrow. pls pls pls pls pls pls i wanna do well!!!!!

early morning rehearsal, lunch with Bernard at Barkerzin, movie - Rapunzel, for the second time, met up with Neal, Aric, Gab and Min ying for a while, dinner at Big eater and rehearsal, again. Happy Christmas Eve, everybody!!!

I forget you long enough to forget why i need to

                                          I love you but you make me really mad sometimes

the stars set fire to my eyes

I slept at three thirty am after a long talk with one of my best buddies in the world, Josh lee. I woke up at five thirty am in the morning to sent him off at the airport, he left for the United states and will only be coming back at the end of the year :'( i'm going to miss him so much, in fact, missing him already :/ met the usual boys and Min ying at the airport and we had breakfast before Josh departed. Kenny brought us guitar shopping around Peace centre, buddy Neal finally bought his guitar, happy for him especially with that massive sale at City music!! I'm so tempted to get a new guitarrrrrrrr too. met sung sung, Rudi and Bernard for Tron Legacy in 3D, awesome show loving it! went over to Bugis, had Berry lite with Sissy and did a lot of catching up with her since she just returned from Hong kong. met the boys again for dinner at Jurong before candle light service, what a tiring day. that reminds me, rehearsal reporting time @ Expo tomorrow: 7:30 am, God save me! thankful for B's parents who sent me home, made me tang yuan, brought me fried YTF and being so lovely :')