29.12.10

here comes the feeling you'd thought you forgotten




twenty nine December twenty ten, hmm it's been one month already? wow Happy first month dearest Bernard, i shall not be cliche and type out how much i love you because words aren't enough. but thank you for being the most amazing boyf and you are irreplaceable. after all we've been through, i'm just grateful you're still here. during every quarrel or cold war, we'll still end up laughing at each other with an inside joke.

loving me for who i am, telling me i look beautiful when i look like crap, cuddling me when i feel cold, kissing me on my forehead, lying in bed for hours talking, holding hands whenever we get the chance, falling asleep in your arms, afternoon naps, having you give me your jacket so that i'll be snug every night, calling me for no apparent reason when you're bored or just to see what i'm up to, flipping my hair away from my neck just to see my "i want to box you" reaction, looking in to my eyes and feeling like it's paradise, rubbing your nose against mine, the strong sense of security you give me when i stand beside you, arguing over who loves who more, knowing you would be willing to do anything for me, running away from one another and see who gets caught first, always eating, feel the breeze blow in to our faces as we lay by the sea side, having you worry about me in a sweet, adorable and good way, buying me stuff you know i'm craving for, long bus journeys, swimming, piggy backs because i'm tired, long goodnight text messages, knowing that i can talk to you about anything under the sun and you would listen, the moments where you'd tell me i mean the world to you, twenty six september, spending almost everyday with you, buying macaroons for my friends, quiet saturday afternoons, counting down to see each other, calling each other when we're overseas and bursting our bills, the random calling at five am in the morning, knowing that you are mine and no other girl can have you, never getting angry when i PMS or shout at you, singing on the bicycle, falling asleep on the phone, getting in to more trouble, secret peck on the cheeks in the car, being in your arms, hugging me tightly and never wanting to let go when i cry, being on the phone for four hours, laughing crazily at one another, running away from earth worms, naming our kids, random singing and planning our marriage.

Most of all, knowing that you love me and that i love you. 


Happy first month B!

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