i remember too much

"2011 already sucks" hell yes it does, sounds familiar Twitty birds? I twit that not long ago, dad came barging in the room "WHY ARE YOU SO NEGATIVE ABOUT YOUR LIFE, DIDN'T I JUST SPOKE TO YOU IN THE MORNING? WHY ARE YOU SO NEGATIVE? oh and why did you tweet that i ate your chips?" sometimes it really sucks to have parents cooler than you, and i just blocked them from Twitter because it's annoying me. my life is seriously on a exciting roller coaster, it's tough. I want to start all over, from the very beginning. honestly speaking? i don't fit in at all, i've been lying to myself for the whole of today that i'll find friends, soon, in this class. can i start over? can we start over? just let us start it over again and this time we'll get it, get it right. it's like so much stuff piling up and i don't think i can handle it anymore. B's leaving for Kuala tomorrow and we're going to take a break, a relationship break from each other. hopefully things will be better after that, may God be with me.