Screw the distance, you should be here

I miss B so much, not just because he's away right now but i just miss every bit of him. I miss the bond we shared, the comfortable feeling i have with him. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle or even falling asleep. all the ridiculous stuff we would do, stupid or not, everything was just so fun. endless nights, real talks, the "remember when . . ." i remember it all and now i feel so empty with out him. three missed calls, two text messages i left for you when you're all the way in freaking Kuala and you don't even bother to try leaving a message? so much so that your mum has to call me to ask if you contacted me because she was so worried you misplaced your phone. you give me that sense of uneasiness and insecurity i never want to imagine. _|_ this feelings, was never so paranoid over some guy before, oh not just any guy, but my boyfriend. guess what? these few days that you're gone was the time where i needed you the most. not just in school. Just know that wherever you are, i miss you and i wish you were here.