I'm unhappy, hope you're unhappy too

lunch at Just acia with Ms Chye siang and the girls, movie and dinner at Pizza hut with Bernard and ended my day with rehearsal at Suntec. i've decided not to go for camp, i have no idea why, this hectic holiday is so . . . straining. i'm not in the mood for anything, except the weekends and shopping trip to Hong kong.

I don't know, maybe?

Monday, hi. got awaken by Darlene's screaming, how annoying.  met Xavier, Damon and Aric for lunch + Monopoly deal :-) had a good time catching up! met Neal to shop for Gab's birthday present, we bought him a frisbee along with a fake long champ full of crap. the boys obviously had a great time flouring Gabriel, haha!

oh God i hope i'll receive good news at nine am tmr morning about my Hong kong flight

hey heartache

I spent half my day perfectly fine and i was going to conclude that today is fantastic when actually it isn't. yup i'm suppose to be thrilled that my holidays just started, everything seems so good until i really pause and think about how much has changed. my best friend's birthday is today, honestly didn't really remember until midnight. Didn't get him a present, neither did i turn up at his concert because tickets were sold out and i didn't have my camera. all i did was sent him "Hi best friend, happy birthday!" and received a "Hey bestie! (: Thanks hahaha (: catch up soon! (:" oh how horrible can i get as a person? I decided to go for Bernard's match with Neal instead and the weather was bad so we decided to cab and the match was postponed, mm hmm! afterwards, received sad news that Kai's going to transfer to an international school after camp this week. to end my night, received news that my Hong kong trip is going to be postponed to this Sunday. I'm mean like, WHY THIS SUNDAY DAMMIT. I barely saved enough for the trip and i was really hoping B could come with me during August. plus, i'm still wondering how i survived without my camera for the past week, it feels quite horrible. especially when i realize it's been spammed with thousands of photographs which will cause the shutter speed to slow down after a while? I cried. Happy holidays to me ~ i promise i'll do a proper blog post tomorrow, goodnight.

Sugar and sin

Tomorrow's going to be the last day of school and i'm so bloody excited!!!! I luvvvvvv lessons today, so short yet simple :-) got back all my results (excluding PE) and i'm quite glad to say i did pretty well!! lunch at the market with the girls after collecting our business results before heading to B's parents place!! I had yum yum noodles before heading home ~ gah gah gah, btw i need some advice!!!! Should i soft rebond + dye my hairrrrrrr? I MEAN, SINCE I CAN????? WU HUUUUUUUU SHAKE THAT Formspring me!!!!!!!

save me dear

over due pictures of our performance at Fun bliss @ south west :-)

the past few days has been average, flea at Orchard hotel @ Tab's with Clariah, Esmer and Bern. Abby and Honen came afterwards haha and movie at E2Max with my boy before crabssssssss!! Sunday was great, celebrated Leila's birthday @ Col ours cafe C: Sherman, Neal and i performed You and I by JRA for her and we're glad she likes it! cup noodles for supper with B at the club before heading home, i had crazy nightmares of the boys last night. How awkward and weird, oh well thank God they're just dreams!

we only part to meet again

I woke up this morning with a very empty heart and swollen eyes, cried myself to sleep and awake, this familiar feeling is back. It's like leaving the one you really love, for the longest time, because it's better for them. I wasn't even sure if i was doing the right thing, but my head says follow the heart and i guess i was wrong. How am i even suppose to live without you? i can barely imagine that shit, seriously.

Neal and Sherman came to school to look for me, had song prac!! met the girls for Esmeralda's surprise birthday dinner wu huuu blind folded her from school to Cathay, Astons. lol kept punching her because she was blind folded . . . yumz dinner before meeting the boys, song prac agn + tau huey before heading home! oh It's FRIDAY alr, thank you Jesus!