love doesn't walk away, people do

today was terribly screwed and yes, pls constantly remind me that my exams has officially ended and i'm suppose to be happy but i'm not. i've been making so many mistakes, i'm still wondering what i've ever done in this entire life time that isn't. oh!!! even i'm a mistake, but that's another topic.

I guess no matter what happens between us, i will always love you. you will always be my favorite, my number one. and i know that every moment i'm doing something without you, i'm wishing that you'll be right next to me. nobody would ever understand or relate to this sadness and all i can blame is myself. every little thing reminds me of you and it's all about to change. but somebody please just tell me it's going to okay, please? i'm already putting everything aside - picnics, zoo, secret sleepovers, movie marathons, cycling, banana boating, marshmallow roasting. i'm putting it all aside. don't get me wrong, this is not a break up post, at least not yet. God bless me

"As time goes on, you’ll understand. What lasts, lasts; what doesn’t, doesn’t. Time solves most things. And what time can’t solve, you have to solve yourself."