maybe it'll be easier if my heart stops beating

1. Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back? through a text? no
2. Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left? nope
3. Your relationship status? in a relationship
4. Where did you meet your crush(es)? church/tuition/school 
5. Have you ever lost a close friend? of course
6. Do you smoke weed regularly? no
7. Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person? yes
8. Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship? not now
9. When was the last time you really laughed? a few days ago while wrestling with Bernard
10. Something is wrong. First guy you turn too? Bernard, or Bryan 
11. First girl you’d turn to? my mother
12. Angry at anyone? yep, myself
13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like? uhm my relationship?
14. When was the last time you cried really hard? last night
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? yes, of course 
16. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone? Bryan lim
17. What is your favorite song? a few, Stereo hearts? or practically everything Adam sings
18. Do you like Red Bull? no
19. How many people can you tell just about everything to? not many
20. Have you ever wished on a shooting star? Singapore has no shooting stars
21. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you? he means everything to me
22. Describe yourself in one word. uhmm supporting?
23. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex? don't think so
24. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender? yes
25. Do you rebound? no
26. Ever cheated on someone? yes
27. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship? too bad for me, hah
28. Do you act differently around the person you like? no
29. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized? Bernard's, Joseph's (lol), Neal's
30. Is it hard to make you laugh? not really
31. Who was the last person to make you mad? Bernard
32. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again? maybe
33. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? my mother's, yes
34. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before? nope
35. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever? YES
36. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out? hahahah YES
37. Is your best friend a slut? male slut, no, i'm kidding
38. Is hard drugs a turn off? yep
39. Are you happy with life right now? hmm yes
40. Are you still in love with your ex? uh NO?
41. Are you still in love with your ex? uh NO?
42. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship? yes
43. Have you ever had your heart broken? a million times
44. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? maybe
45. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in? maybe
46. Where is your best friend? in school
47. Something you’re happy about? fifth in class for Biology when i didn't study
48. How is your heart lately? partially broken