Have you ever thought that maybe you’re better left alone? That maybe the reason things never work out for you, is because you were never meant to be with anyone in the first place?
I love the idea of having people in my life, but once they’re there . . it’s just never enough. No one lives up to my expectations, and I hate that. I wish that every person who walks into my life could make me feel alive, and I could fight to keep them. But my mind works in crazy ways, and it just keeps telling me to continue looking. Don’t settle. But maybe I want to settle. Maybe I want to accept someone for who they are and just love them, despite things that I dislike.
I feel like I feel a certain way, yet my heart and mind feel another. Like my soul is speaking against them.
I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore.
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