Helipad two weeks back with Jess, Adora, Joash, Kenny, Sebas and company. It wasn't too much fun because it was so damm packed, definitely hate over crowded places. Well i'm fifty eight days away from the start of 'O' lvl and i'm honestly feeling quite confused. I have no clue about what I want to do in the future and it's honestly quite hard to decide what course I want to major in (especially after getting rejected by Ngee ann poly, definitely not a good experience but like they say, what's meant to be will be) or which school I would like to further my studies in. I've never been the study type, might never be. I really wish I could tell myself to stop jacking around and wasting valuable time and money spent. While others surpass me and graduate or finish their course, I don't want to be the only one left behind. It's embarrassing and demoralising. And honestly, i'm done with looking for more escape routes in the things that I dislike.
And I'm done with having fake friends. Friends that bitch about you behind your back and act totally fine when they're with you. No really though, my back is not a voicemail. Say it to my face. Times like these i'm always reminded about how disgusting this society is.
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