live by the sun, love by the moon

Natasha, Sissy, Pia, Mia and i are doing the craziest things alive, hehehe catch the video on Facebook soon when Mia uploads! Dammit, we're mad right now at 2:39 am in the morning. We just ate ice-cream sundae for supper, that's just mad! Toy Story 3 was really good! Shaun, i am so sorry i was late :/ I seriously wonder how people stand me when i'm late all the time, urgh i have to start being punctual. I had dinner with Bernard today, he's back from camp and he's leaving for KL on Monday, going to miss him and his warm hugs :( Thank you for walking me back! I'm hungry, crap.

bff B lim love love

i'm proud to have a best friend called Bryan lim, love him! nine years of friendship and still counting.

the fear of being forgotten

movies i really need to catch:

1) Toy story 3, yay catching it with Shaun tmr.

2) Karate Kid, yay catching it with Zac & Ken on Monday!

3) Shrek, yay catching it with Aric on Tuesday.

things i really need to do:

1) head to Universal studios (Thursday girls?)

2) start on my homework (it takes a miracle)

3) stop eating so much

4) have lunch with the usual guys soon (Wednesday keke)

5) buy a rubber eye-piece for baby cammy

6) start shoppingsavingshopping for clothes and shoes

my heart stings when i think of you

I woke up too early, decided to go back to sleep and woke up too late to go to Joshua's house, urgh. Dad came home too late and we had to rush like mad, i forgot to bring my laptop and we had to rush home to get it. I was late for recording, but it's alright i guess. I went to meet my two aunt's since i was nearby. My other aunt and uncle called me down for the soft-launch of Red Mango. It's awesome, please support: Scape, level 2! The yoghurt can be compared with my favorite Yoguru, damm :> Uncle Peter was being annoyingly funny as usual, cracking up jokes about Elijah and i (like what ?*%^&#) good to see auntie Suzanne and uncle Timothy. I decided to go home early and finish up the videos i have to edit, bye bye.

I can't keep pretending

most days it would be okay. just today it really isn't. I LAUGH IT OFF BUT HONESTLY IT KIND OF SUCKS. AND I'M GETTING SO TIRED OF IT. It's pretty rare to find someone you actually like to be with in this world. There are a lot of annoying people out there. It's a mean thing, life.

Everything means something

movie date with Emiko haha! Nanny McPhee is really good :> i love it, Emiko enjoyed it too! We should go out more often, lol. Nut's mtdc concert was a blast, had a fantastic time with Vans lee and Amberfats :)

love is all, it gives all, and it takes all.

I went swimming with Bernard today. I had lunch with myself today. I met Amber and coincidentally nut today. I went for tuition with fats today. I met Bernard again for dinner. I went to Clarke quay with him today. I had a good time today.

reality is always a little blurred

Everyone is at war with different things. Sometimes i think i am at war with my own heart.

To die by your side

I had good lunch with Shaun, Aric and Gab at Suntec city, woah Pizza hut's hot 'n' spicy drumlets are to die for ^^ HEHEHE SHIOK :> I went home quickly to have a short nap (okay, my sisters were too noisy, i couldn't sleep, but nevermind) and i went to meet my aunt and uncle. Oh yeah went to Resort world (again, yes i know) to meet my grand's, parents and siblings for dinner at Chili's (again, yes i know). HEHEHE SHIOK :> Reese peanut butter chocolates, ahhhhh ~ die die die.

Zomg dad claims we're going shopping and dinner tmr, i hope that's true since he's been so busy lately.

Everyday we begin again

okay i going to keep my promise of switching my macbook off early today, i'm shag anyway. Bernard and i woke up at 8:30 am and went down to Clarke quay, had take-away 'breakfast' :) I had rehearsal and settled everything, the performance was alright :D

We celebrated Aric's birthday at the Singapore river, haha wasn't surprising at all, lol! At least he's a happy boy, sorry for the jia pa lang cake btw, i had no time to get a proper cake :/ I had quick dinner. Han sheng, Bernard, Jun long, Neal, Boon kiat and i went shopping, heehee. I'm in love with the Strawberry shake!

Tough love

Happy birthday boy ~ Thank you for being part of my life you small-eye screamo creature! I'm so happy i have a friend like you, i feel so blessed. For the memories: exploring the museums, walking around the whole of orchard, taking naps together, buy stupid sweets for fun, eating Ben & Jerry's ice cream, running away from people we coincidentally meet, styling your hair, walking me home and seeing my mum from the balcony, watching every train go pass and just sit there and laugh, hiding in handicap toilets, taking photos and deleting them, shaving (HAHAHAHA baby!) and so much more ~ Thank you for always bearing with my nonsense, when i whine over stupid stuff, when i try running far far away from you but somehow i'll eventually get caught and shouting 'TURN' so loudly without realizing that your dad was outside the room. I love you, happy birthday!

too hurt to fight

It's an extremely exhausting day. I met Liyun and Kenneth for lunch at Cityhall before meeting Bernard to get stuff at Bishan. I rushed down for rehearsal with Bev, Bryan and Nat till late ~ Tmr's going to be a great day, i hope.

this wish was for us

I have been drifting apart with so many people who use to be in my life, i need to do something about that. I miss all of them, i want them back so bad.

For Forever

I thought today might be so much better and no, it's not because Singapore flyer wasn't fun enough. It's not because we couldn't get our own cabin so that i could scream, shout, jump and get high that i'm unhappy about. It's also not about how bad rehearsal turned out because my parents almost ruined my night. Neither is it about my losing the photographs which i seriously don't know where the hell i placed it at. But it is about doing what i'm doing. I would really question myself, who am i doing this for? why must i even do everything? I get so pissed every night, without fail worrying about little things which builds up to something extremely huge like a mountain. I need to calm down right now. Everything is going to be fine.

you are so distant.

Singapore flyer was great, thanks Bernard, again.

how did they die?

Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you will still believe it to be a beautiful place.

Pay attention, keep breathing.

i have no pictures today, sorry i was too lazy to bring my cammy out or i should let it rest for a big day tmr :> it's a work hard day since yesterday was a play hard day. i met amber for tuition at aspire hub and after that we went ikea (yes yes yes ikea everyday la) for hot dog before mum came to pick me for shopping adventures with auntie margaret and violet, hah. it's a great day and tmr will be another exciting day :)

re-invent yourself

Omg it's a happy happy happy day! I spend the whole day, being the happiest girl on planet earth. I've finally collected my iTouch! Hehehe met Caroline. I rushed down to meet Bernard for his dental appointment and then we headed to Queenstown for lunch and shopping spreeeeee at Ikea (monthly routine, heh) and then we went to Novena to look for iTouch/iPhone covers but unfortunately, they were all so ugly. Since we were bored, we decided to eat again! Bernard, i can officially appoint you as my eating buddy. Thank you for sending me all the way home! okay, i need to explore my new baby naw ~

sorry, i was too lazy to take pictures today.