i'll build my world of dreams around you

I went to meet Bernard at Vivo city after the party which was a blast ~ He never fail to make my day, i'm glad that life is getting so much better and Bernard's been a great blessing, thanks so muchhhhhh. huu huu, you're so fluffy i'm going to die hehe.

I've lost control again

Yes, i admit that the photos are over loaded but you know you like it ^.^ This pretty much explains the whole birthday party held at Sentosa, good weather today! Happy birthday mik and dar.

Wild eyes and desperate lies

I woke up early, came home early, spend time with my mum, spend time with my friends, spend time with myself and i'm a happy girl. I got awaken by Emiko's crying, urgh that's the worse way to wake up T_T Grandmother made me breakfast, woo hoo! I went for my check-up and i'm really glad i'm functioning well now, at least i know i won't have to do that operation again. I had pontian wanton mee with mum at Cuppage before meeting the rest at clarke quay. Hell yeah! Pia, Mia and I went for the flea at Home club. Afterwards, i went shopping alone in town, it's called spending quality time with myself. I feel awesome, truck loads of thoughts came rushing through my mind, i miss being alone. I need to spend more time with myself, it's healthy. Oh crap, i just realize i spend a bomb today, i am dead meat. btw i'm in love, with gummies right now.

and the good hours are fading

Whazzup sister, happy 9 th birthday. Thank you for being such a pain in the ass, being my alarm clock every morning, talking so much all the time, being such a nerd and fat pig who likes to eat so much, just like me. Oh well that makes us sisters doesn't it? We're just being who we are! You're such a good example to Darlene, you're really awesome and i really love you although i don't show it and i'm really sorry :( I hope the birthday party i planned for you will be an enjoyable one, love you for life.

Disappointment and regret collide

Laugh when you can, apologize when you should. Know that grudges are a waste of happiness. Let go of what you cannot change. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take some chances. Give all you have got. Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you’re feeling sad. Remember what you’ve got but also love and cherish what you have now. Give all that you have, because life is too short to be anything else but happy.

Often i find myself moving on, but wanting to go backwards in time. I find comfort in what we’ve done in the past, and although i'm enjoying the present, i can’t stop thinking about how amazing the past was and how much i’d give to be able to go back. I want to make the best of now, but i just can’t seem to let go of the past. I guess l looking back on the past is okay, but i should never live in the past. Always make the best of today, because someday, today will become part of your past too. I miss you.

a secret world inside of us

I got in to deep trouble again in school, i have to stop getting in to such stupid and unnecessary troubles from today onwards. Urgh that really ruined my friday! Oh well i'm just glad the record's clean (for now) Speech day was a great success, really proud of all the backstage and media crew, great job guys! Everything went smoothly though i was really exhausted. We're going to have pizza party again soon he he!

I met Bernard in the night for dinner* gah sushi's not that fattening right? and it's just a few slices, seriously. Instead of having our normal happy desert, we went for Red mango yogurt which is 99.7% fat free! Seriously, i hope i'll burn that 0.03% it was a really good night, we totally missed our happy 11:11!

wish you were here

I want to wear your sweat shirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favorite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until i can't breathe, hold hands, sit in the middle of nowhere and talk about life. I want to fall hopelessly in love with you.

I can hear you when you whisper but you can't hear me even screaming.

I told you i hate Thursdays, i seriously detest today! Everything went well (at first), the class played netball in the morning and it was really good to see all of us falling down, laughing so hard, jumping up and down like morons, missing the goal post a million times and having so much fun! My mood seriously turned nasty in the late morning, urgh i can't believe i teared cause i was hurt, i'm going to feel so ugly when i'm out with you the next time. Will someone allow me to feel prettier? pretty please? I'm just glad Thursday has ended and it's Friday tmr. I can't wait for tomorrow, i seriously can't wait, i have no idea why as well.