25.5.11

Day 1 — Your Best Friend



Amber ng - i not going to be cheesy and start blogging abt 14th Feb 07' lol but i am honestly not a good best friend towards fats :-( she's always been thr for me, from the day i took my injection, to the day where we made fun of the fart machine or our chinese teacher, to the day we went to the same secondary school but ended up in the different stream and class, to the time where we will hang out at Holland almost everyday after school and eat Korean food or Barcelos because we were cool kids, till that time i got rejected by SOTA and ran to her class crying, till the day i dropped from Express to Normal Academic - got in to the same class as her, till i retained and transferred to City college, all the cursing and swearing tgt oh!! from my first boyfriend till now (she knew all of them, literally - and all the problems) we sure are the best of friends!!!!! <3 her to bits


Bryan lim - it's pretty much safe to say that we grew up tgt, and no, i'm not going to dig out those old Shanghai photographs of bom bom and i. It is utterly disgusting to me!! through thick and thin, dealing with everything tgt, we sure had some real fun times. remembering just a few years back where i had a major crush on this cute guy from my tuition, Bryan was like my big bro protecting me away from him and it's funny how i forced him to stay over at my house so my mum would allow that guy to stay over too. surprisingly, he was oh so willing <3 little sacrifices he made for me, can't be more blessed! i don't recall a time where we've has an argument or fight. i think, in this case, opposite attract, and it works haha! we may not hang out as much as we used to when we were younger, but i guess part of that is because we're simply getting older and with all of the responsibilities we each have, it's understandable.  

underneath the blue sky





hmm today feels like a Monday, weird. so, back to normal "lessons". more of getting back our results. i'm extremely displeased with my math results, honestly was expecting myself to do so much better. oh well, not much i can say now. went over to B's parent's place before meeting angster. we had Thai express for dinner and what i ordered, sucked. haha check out Aric's "i want big eyes!!!" in the second last picture!!!!

btw Esmeralda and i are planning to do the thirty day challenge, so here it is:

  • Day 1 — Your Best Friend
  • Day 2 — Your Crush
  • Day 3 — Your parents
  • Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
  • Day 5 — Your dreams
  • Day 6 — A stranger
  • Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
  • Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
  • Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
  • Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
  • Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
  • Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
  • Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
  • Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
  • Day 15 — The person you miss the most
  • Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
  • Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
  • Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
  • Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
  • Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
  • Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
  • Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
  • Day 23 — The last person you kissed
  • Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
  • Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
  • Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
  • Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
  • Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
  • Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
  • Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

24.5.11

love doesn't walk away, people do

today was terribly screwed and yes, pls constantly remind me that my exams has officially ended and i'm suppose to be happy but i'm not. i've been making so many mistakes, i'm still wondering what i've ever done in this entire life time that isn't. oh!!! even i'm a mistake, but that's another topic.

I guess no matter what happens between us, i will always love you. you will always be my favorite, my number one. and i know that every moment i'm doing something without you, i'm wishing that you'll be right next to me. nobody would ever understand or relate to this sadness and all i can blame is myself. every little thing reminds me of you and it's all about to change. but somebody please just tell me it's going to okay, please? i'm already putting everything aside - picnics, zoo, secret sleepovers, movie marathons, cycling, banana boating, marshmallow roasting. i'm putting it all aside. don't get me wrong, this is not a break up post, at least not yet. God bless me


"As time goes on, you’ll understand. What lasts, lasts; what doesn’t, doesn’t. Time solves most things. And what time can’t solve, you have to solve yourself."

23.5.11

but we're close to tears
















to one of my best pal in the world, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! camped at Starbucks to revise for my math exam tomorrow! I love how my ice shaken lemon tea never fail to make me feel happy ^.^ happy pill!! Boon kiat, Bernard and Yu sung came over, went gift shopping for our pal and watched wrestling. can't express my love for John cena. From his body, to his denim jeans, to his cute and flawless face!! anyway late lunch at Manhatten with the birthday boy and the guys, hope he's happy! LAST PAPER TOMORROW, CAN'T BE MORE EXCITED!!

Happy birthday Rudi <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

second mistake





Saturday felt like Sunday, but it was great anyway :-) math exam on Tuesday, mad excited for exams to end!!!

22.5.11

space cake and chaos









Sunday, was sick in the morning and slept till the afternoon. missed breakfast with the family at Prima, like seriously, they went to Prima without me. PRIMA, THAT RESTAURANT THAT SERVES AWESOME DIM SUM AND ROTATES WHILE YOU'RE EATING, GOD THIS IS RATHER UNFAIR. ok anyway woke up to do two hours of math before getting too stress and eventually decided to cook pasta for myself. only the potatoes i cooked tasted like food. Sissy came over, and the party begin. took the buggy around the estate wu huuu! celebrated aunt Lillian's birthday at my place, enjoy the photos ~

20.5.11

Isn't she lovely?



















whoopiezzz lovely day with the girls!! the past few days has been rather stressful, staying up late to revise :-( but well, it will pay off? mr David told me i got 74% for Biology, not too bad i guess. so, Ikea for lunch during our three our break after Business studies exam, loads of fun. boarded a vintage bus which we all find rather unique hehe! currently: stay home FRIDAY with the boy, just completed five hundred word essay ~ woo can't wait to watch my fav show in eight minutes :>