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love remains the same

sup, today feels like a Sunday, how weird. worked morning shift and it was awfully tiring :( went to Bernard's house to shower before cabbing for service which was awesome! dinner with ten others at Esplanade, fun time!! GOODNIGHT

sneaky and cheeky

my Friday night is almost perfect with the amazing rain, don't we all love chilly nights? :3 school was great, dragon boat was at Kallang reservoir instead because the police took over the whole of Bedok reservoir, sigh!! raining and it was disgusting brrr ~ walked the high way with Jess and Adora, took a cab and spent almost twenty because of a car accident half way through. showered at Bernard's house before we met Sean for crab!! was intending to have crab at Melden's but the queue was fourty five minutes long thus we decided to go to Irvin's instead. yogurt at Swirl art afterwards <3 <3 <3

Make a wish and live in delusion

been feeling so empty the past few days, so glad the weekends are coming and i'm so pumped for #EMERGE2011!!!! crap Dragon boat tomorrow, grrrr going to dread showering at Bedok reservoir's toilet, yucks. OAKHAM with Kai, Ryan and Bernard this afternoon keke don't we all love shopping at Oakham?? broke fast at Alexandra Village :> yumsterz!

heart leaps

been trying to distract myself by watching Korean drama lately, am so in love and addicted to it, kekex. so, how's life? everybody? mine's been quite norm and i'm starting to like school and lessons! hmm just ended work at Awfully chocolate and i'm so exhausted, stood for seven hours!! at least the crowd wasn't that bad :-) have a great week ahead guys!

help the broken

currently: art lesson, lecture room 2.3! can't wait for school to end, totally lack of sleep. two nights ago, i spent the whole night watching tv, showering for a very long time, crying, making potato salad, indulging in Rum & Rasin Haagen Daaz ice cream, watching more tv till eight am and i left to meet Bernard. shall not elaborate further but well, service was great!! Jayesslee was amazing!!!! lunch with Leila and the cell group, went to Bernard's house for a nap before dinner with Gabriel at Thomsom. #TBG2011, i missed out, heard it was a blast!

guns and glitters

can't even keep up with what i'm going through. really, people can say whatever they want about me, i don't mind but losing someone i love, so much, just really hurts. put yourself in my shoes, or don't, whatever.

woke up this morning to a beautiful phone call, only thought in my head "today is going to be a great day!" planned to meet that person at around eleven thirty am, only to realize he fell back asleep. oh well it's okay, planned to meet at twelve instead but once again, he fell back asleep. woke him up for the third time, he didn't even try to apologize until i told him to. well it's alright, we decided to meet at twelve thirty instead and i was all ready to leave the house since an hour ago. on the way out, he reminded me "you have to leave at one pm for your next appointment or you'll be late!" oh ok so i realized that we only had half an hour tgt. at twelve thirty, he was no where to be seen. at twelve fourty he was also no where to be seen. till twelve fifty six, he came. i spent four minutes with him, passed him the potato salad i made during the one hour where he was apparently asleep and afterward, i left. the day before he agreed to follow me to the next appointment but on that day itself he said "sorry, i have to bring my aunt out" well of course it's okay because i couldn't say no, right? fifteen minutes after i left, he told me "i'm not bringing my aunt out anymore" but he didn't bother coming to find me after leaving that text. it's once again, alright. so, we plan to meet after my appointment. we set the location convenient for him and time. when i'm almost reaching he said "sorry, now, i have to bring my aunt out" OH HAHAHA OKAY IT'S ALRIGHT. so i met Joel and we had to bring Daniel all around like as though we're his mother and father. went for the steam boat, it was okay. after he ended his stuff, he didn't bother calling me. i called him a few times, he didn't pick up. my phone was dying, we were suppose to meet and at that moment, i gave up. shit i have no clue why i'm ranting this but i just need to get this off my chest. i walked from Thomsom to Novena without stopping, it was like i had no idea where i'm going. i stared at the sea for a very very very very very long time with no clue what's going on. what has this relationship turn me in to? swollen eyes every single day because of the unworthy tears that flows down my cheeks like scars. i sleep at three am every single night just because my thoughts overwhelm me. he use to call sixty times whenever i don't pick up, now he only calls six times. i can barely breathe now, sometimes i rather experience physical than emotional pain. everything's changed. it's scary. oh yes, please continue to say whatever you want, i'm absolutely fine. 

intoxicated minors

Finally Friday and i'm so glad that i've completed all my assignments way before deadline #cheapthrills kekex. Dragon boating was so much fun!! we saw a dead fish with no head and a decomposed body, disgusted. We had a big laugh when Clairah fell in to the reservoir, haha level three indeed! went for Pia & Mia's grandmother's funeral afterwards, may peace be with them :-) have a good weekend pals!

magnificent wonderland

throat hurts so bad and feeling like crap because of my assignments. currently drowning my sorrows in Haagen Daz Rum and rasins ice cream. k the few things that made my day: short lessons, nap time, dinner and jack fruits. sigh back to chemistry assignment, bye