Utterance to attitude

Omg the world is too freaking small. Wen da was suppose to be at our wedding gig because his family knows Jasper's family thus they were invited but he had a run in the morning hence, he didn't come. He even told me: I knew it was you singing, when my sis called me you were singing I'm yours, hehe.

I'm so grateful towards Malcolm who actually woke up at 8 am when he slept at 4 am since he had a sleepover at his Cousin's house. And he had a hangover afterward, aha! Haha, glad he enjoyed everything that was planned today :> Chatting up with them on msn before Malcolm leaves for his road trip this tuesday :/

Lunch @ Indulge with Shaun, Neal, Kao, Sissy, Liyun, Aric, Bryan lee, Gabrrriel and more more more. Dinner at the famous Ramen noodles at Mandarin Gallery Hotel, super gooooood.

Todeh for Hypocrisy

once again i had a good lunch with Aric & Boon kiat. We went shopping, haha. Aric bought his Vans which i really like while i bought some clothes. That obviously caused us to be late for our after plans.

I met up with Eng loong, Neal, Moen, Kesley and Josh for Sheila's suprise party over at Jess. I guess things did turn out well for the party but i kind of detest every moment. I felt like i was a big balloon which was about to explode.

At least i know the truth and i'm going to make it seem like i don't even give a shit about you or anything that has got to do with you. Only you make me wanna change so bad, may it be in a good way or a bad way. Whatever it is, you'll have to live on with my screwed up attitude until i fly overseas to study and hopefully never ever see you again. If im a bitch, you're a faggot! HEHE C:

Oh, and a series of really unglam photos of myself, just trying to make me laugh.

Phoenix

Hehehe oh i had a damn great lunch with malcom and wenda! Haha it was a little awkward but I had so much fun. Too sad Malcolm's leaving for his road trip soon but he promised that we'll catch up real soon C: Jeanette was being damm bad, she was making fun of him from his back. Haha, Jeanette and I went to our secret place to get our secret food. Tasted better than ever! If Jeanette that lazy pig is free this weekend we'll go get more. But we will definitely get more on Monday, hehe C:

So how did you spend your friday? Probably in school having some After school activity~ Boring! I'm sure mine was much better than yours for sure.

And she just did her own remix of Gotta get cha'self in the bus since she's late for tuition!

Drunkards

I had lunch with Neal, Boon kiat, Benjamin, Aric and Bryan lee yesterday afternoon at Plaza Singapura after Common test. I met up with Jia yu's boyfriend before lunch, awkward! We took a bus and thank goodness i met Si yi on the way, hehe C: Oh wait, it ended on a bad note. But i guess things are alright now (: Im glad to have friends like them, love them very much <3

Botanical gardens with Jeanette after school, daaaaaa! For a moment, i thought i had so much time to kill but i guess i was wrong. We were doing our secret stuff at the pond :> We walked to Cluny to buy meringues! Rasberry ftw. Mum came to pick me up for Dental and while tightening my braces, she went to Royal cafe. I LOVE THE CHICKEN PIE, but mum was like: Eh, you ate two chicken pie? You just gained a kg. I was like: ZOMG, stop lying to me!

Pure, innocent

I want to fall so sick, so i wouldn't have to go to school. I want to fall so sick, so i can be skinny. I want to fall so sick, so no one would ever see me. I want to fall so sick, so i can get admitted to the hospital and just hide there. I want to fall so sick, never see the world and let everyone forget about me. I want to fall so sick, maybe anorexic ? I want to fall so sick, never eat, never grow fat. I want to fall so sick, get someone to brainwash me now.

I want to dig a hole, hide in it. Will you pretend i never existed ? Will you pretend nothing ever happened ? Will you pretend that my one-sided love for you is not big (at all) but fake. I guess i have to admit, i cant be who you want me to be. I wont try my best because i'm too lazy to, idontcare,idontwantocare anyway.

I might just try out what Malcolm suggested, swallow down a small amount of raw tooth paste and you'll get the fever of your life. God, save me from this pile of crap.

evil mama 101

Sorry for not blogging, been extremely busy. I had dinner with Moen and his parents just now at Conrad Hotel, International buffet. Super full ttm! I was pronouncing crepes as cribs. Aha, Moen: dad, would you like a crib?

Happy birthday Auntie Fiona , had a wonderful time at dinner just now. Thanks for everything!

Chemistry effect

I guess it's midnight already. I'm shagged to the maximum thus, don't expect me to tell you how bad the performance went! Fine, it wasn't that bad. It was actually quite okay, but could be better. I felt really guilty, i know i could do better. I had this really weird emotional (because of guilt and not for joy) breakdown in front of the whole band while proposing my Thank you and sorry for not bringing the cards i made speech :/ Everyone went: Vev, you did so well! But did i? Merv gave me a lecture on how much i pressure myself to do well and that isn't very good. On the positive note, the hosting went (almost) perfectly smooth ;)

The band had 'supper' with Merv our wonderful Music Director, ha. Popeyes, ew. Cheer up Vev, do better next time.

Star Wars!

Whatever, i'm not going to blog a lot today. There are butterflies in my stomach , when the performance is still 26 hours away ~ I was texting Zachary, yes we should pray that there won't be any hiccups. I better go practice now, will blog tmr and (hopefully) tell you how well the performance was!

Fear

Woah, I reached home pretty late today. I had drama lesson after school as usual and it rocked! School was fantastic because the/my dog didn't come. Audrey, Jiang yun, Jia yu and I were planning our picnic in class. HAH, PICNIC DURING LESSONS ZOMG. And when I went back to class after Biology lesson, Audrey left a note: YOU SUCK (INSERT BIG SMILEY HERE).

Mum came to pick me after school. I quickly shower and rush down to Paragon to meet Liyun for Bible study :) After that, I had piano lesson. Ah, so proud of myself! I did my theory ~ hehe.

I went to meet my grandparents at Takashimaya, helped them pick clothes for the wedding this saturday. Tough job you know! I went to Wisma to get my heels, finally!! Reasonable and good. I'm all ready for the gig this saturday and I'm so happy I'm finally talking to Jlee/papa lee again after quite some time. Goodnight world XX!

Highrise Skyline

School was fine, although Mdm Teng was being a screwed up dog as usual. It sounds kind of hilarious when she shouted at me this morning, joke!

After school, Natasha and I went to town for lunch. We were walking all over looking for a good place to eat. HAHA, coincidentally bumped in to Grace and Kathleen! Headed over to my house for a quick showerrrr. We were rushing like mad, everyone was late!

Met Kenneth and Zachary at City hall ^^ we quickly cab down to the Singapore flyer to check out our performing area, and woah the view is fantastic. The F1 race track was just 'downstairs'! Haha, we took a stroll at the F1 race track.

I went to meet mum for dinner at a Japanese restaurant. Stationary shopping after that, hee hee :>

Indestructible Introvert

I hate school today ttfm, thank you. My morning was freaking spoiled with a spot check! For the first time of my school life, i got caught for short skirt and long nails. Shanice, Shermaine and myself (with other peeps) were sitting in the middle of the parade ground pulling out all the alteration. I was pissed off, duh?

To make things worse, that stupid Mdm Teng was picking on Jiayu and myself. I know it's my fault for talking to Jiayu but she changed my sitting position to the other end of the classroom, whatheckkkkk. Audrey and Jiang yun shouted from the other end: Ms. Kimchi! Missing us already? Oh, i was trying my best to be rebellious during her lesson so i started writing V day cards and she confiscated all of it. I snatched it back and she shouted: VEVIEN, this is math lesson!

I guess things got better when Jeanette and i had Marble slab. HEHE C: White chocolate ftw. I rushed to Far east plaza to meet Aric, Boon kiat, Jerald, Bryan lee and Benjamin. Haha, a bunch of funny dudes! Vans , Calista and her mum came to look for me at Pontian ;> Manage to alter my skirt (again). I hope tmr will be so much better than today!

I'm not feeling too well now, that gave Aric a good reason to send me home in a cab :) I hope i fall sick and don't go to school tmr. Geez, super shag and drowsy. I need to sleep now, goodnight.

Jetflakes

School was great! I get to skip peer tutoring because of drama lessons, how cool is that? Sigh, Jeanette went home after assembly today cause she had muscle aches and flu. I tried playing badminton today and i suck at it, literally! I guess sports isn't my thing.

I was suppose to meet Kenneth, but once again i disappointed him. Geez, i got to get my priorities sorted out right now. If i were to be in his shoes, i'll probably hate 'Vevien' who kept ditching me. Ah, sorry :/

Happy (belated) birthday grandpa! Hehe, we had family dinner at Coca Suki :> After dinner, Jasper, auntie and myself went shopping. They went to pick their bouquet @ Takashimaya for the wedding this Saturday (zomg, i am super excited). Ice cream shopping at Paragon :) No idea why, i'm excited for school tmr. Eh i meant after school ^^

We were naked

Mum just made me extremely worried for nothing. She called me over the phone and shouted: Come to my room, quick! And guess what she asked me? EH IS THIS DRESS NICE? Sigh, mum...

I had lunch at KFC with my royal pirate buddy Sissy! After lunch, headed over to Haji lane for some minor shopping. Crossed over to Bugis to get some stationary from Muji ftw. Haha, quickly rush for chinese tuition! My class had only 3 students, pathetic ttfm.

I went to take a good look at SOTA after tuition, escalators are extremely longggggg. Since Gabriel, Aric and Neal were at Cathay.. I went over to say Hi. Gabriel started all the bull crap about WEALLKNOWHO being a Plumber from China. Geez Gab!! He is very mean :(

Family dinner at The Wine Company again, Dad just left for China! I'm missing him already.

witness to crises

Okay, so I guess I'm blogging on my bed almost half asleep at almost 1 am in the morning, haha! Firstly, Happy (belated) Birthday Desean! Hehe, you're 15.

I was suppose to meet Neal for lunch at Bishan but I guess I ended up meeting Leila, Sissy and Kenneth too :] I took a quick lunch at Long John Silver's. Ha, coincidentally met David! After cell group meeting, Neal, Leila, Liyun, Moen, Eng loong, Sarah and I left for Desean's birthday party. Neal and Eng loong were my body guards for the night, hehe :> I love both of them many many, thanks!

I'm glad my chuan buddy, Kenneth is back from Camp! Geez, I miss him to bits. Midnight chat with him now!

Racing kites

School is simply fantastic! Lessons were boring as usual but pretty much duable. The concert turned out a success and I'm so happy for all the performers! I think the coolest part was when I used the mike and shouted: Hey yo! Look up! Wanna be cool like us? JOIN SMARTS MEDIA. Haha, the whole crowd started cheering and laughing.

CCA Fair was just madness. Shennel and I were running around half the time shouting and screaming: JOIN SMARTS MEDIA. The other half of the time, I was goofing around with Jeanette and Amber. Headed over to Marble slab with fatty Ambs! Peanut Butter ftw. And then, went to take arty farty pictures at the Botanical Gardens for Amb's art project. We sat on the grass and my body itched like hell.

Now, having crazy curly fries with the fatty and giggling over Valentine's day plans. What a very loud day indeed! I'm off to meet Liyun for Bible study soon~ Do I sound formal or what?!

Bird & Ashes

I'm glad i survive today, it wasn't as bad as i thought. Drama lessons turned out funny, embarrassing, awkward and extremely fun! I had to rush from one place to another. First, lunch in school with Jeanette Kwan :> I left my attire in the classroom and kind Jeanette lend her attire to me which includes her shorts , heh!

I guess the best part about school is lessons. Not that I enjoy studying, but at least at every lesson, I have a good friend accompanying me. At Biology class, I've got Amber fatty ng! At Geography class, I've got Jeanette. At Cheena class, I've got Grace Pan. Hehe C; At least this motivates me. I'm so excited for school tmr, Thank God it's (going to be) Friday! By the way, I detest E & T ttm.

(re)discover.

First post of the year, and yes I've fufilled my promise of posting this year. I've deleted all my previous posts, hehehe :>

I had lunch with Aric and Bryan lee yesterday afternoon. School ended early C: The day before yesterday was the release of the 'O' results! I'm so happy for Sherri-anne and Everest , i hope that they will get into their desired Junior College! As for Nicholas who scored 6 points, geez. My parents are really happy for you, but no thanks to you! Now my parents are pressurising me to study harder.

Speaking of working hard, I AM planning to work hard. Lessons have been pretty good, enjoyable! It's free period now. My schedule this year is so hectic, lessons end pretty late : I had Marble Slab with Jeanette ;) Finally get to try the new Ice-Cream parlour and I'm glad!

Beverly is right beside me writing her song and all I hear is "XOXO" and as for Gracious, Miranda and May si... They're singing to themself.
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I had lunch with Amber, Grace Pan and Andrea at Far East Plaza! Hahaha, our secret mission 101 C; Amber and I went to Plaza Singapura to get stuff for the upcoming CCA fair which is on Friday. Coincidentally met Jicai, Sarah, Liyun and the rest. Sigh, my dearest Kenneth was suppose to come and meet us but I guess it's all my fault once again :( Aric, Jerald and Benjamin came to meet me and Aric walked me all the way to Bugis since he had some time to kill. Right now, I'm having dinner with my parents at The Wine Company ^^