smudged eye-liner, blood shot eyes with non-stop flowing tears and mucus, i can't stop crying. what's wrong with me? why did i fall so hard? i never want to fall in love ever again unless it's with you. i gave you my feelings, i did everything for you, and you screwed me over. "you'll get over it" it's the cliche that cause the trouble. I just lost someone i love and this is going to alter my life forever. and in some way, i recognize that i will never be fully over you, and that part of me will always love you. but most of me understands that this doesn't work, and i need to move on to be happy. it's the 26 th september, remember a few weeks ago i said i like the number 26 th? i counted down to today, only expecting this. i've finally understood the real meaning of a broken heart. i've always wondered how it feels like and it really hurts. i've always thought only insane people cries on buses, streets and in front of people. and today, i'm insane. you said you'll never leave, tonight it ends here. i guess my only regret is that i couldn't give you enough reasons to stay.
anybody wanna play hardcore truth or dare with me? i'm free since two hours ago.
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