If only my heart chose the right persons to fall in love with,

ok saturday was usual, taking the night as an exception hahahaha! i woke up early to study this morning, super productive! i had no voice for the whole morning and my throat hurt quite badly :( i went to meet rudi and bernard, had cakes and tea. i went over to mia's place, haha "fav local food! too many to name!!!" yay here comes the exciting part. met aric to celebrate mid-autum festival by burning lanterns, sparklers, candles x 1000 HAHAHAHA oh and picnic under the stars with sissy :-)

the day i have nobody to love, i'm going to play hardcore truth or dare with my friends. may they be lesbian, gay, homosexual, bisexual, a virgin, a whore or if they're as (ab)normal as me, i don't care and i'm serious. oh have i mentioned to you that i hate the fact that you're a coward who's not proud to have me at all? do you feel ashamed to be with me? cause if you do, shut all your cheap talks. stop talking about things that we're going to do and eventually we don't because actions obviously speaks louder than words. i don't even want to blog about happy times with you since you're so damm bloody ashamed. you must be tired cause you've been running through my head THE WHOLE DAY and all i think about is maybe, i deserve better. GOODNIGHT.